after reading over my old posts i see what a dick i was.  some things that i have said to people, i wish i could take some of it back.  but when you cant feel anything but pain you loose your self.  if i could change some things i would, you know who you are.  my life would be different now...but i don't know sometimes.  was it worth it to make the ( Read more... )

back on the LJ for a wile myspace is pissen me off.  too much goen on need to keep it simple sometimes

Empty spaces fill me up with holes ( Read more... )

i know ive lost friends over this. i know ppl hate me. id care bc the ppl that are my true friends are still there at my side. if u hate me for telling the truth get out of my life and stay out please. im sorry if this makes the ones that hate me hate me more. i never ment for to say things i did. i was just a littel mad at the time. if u ( Read more... )

to set things strate erin and jerica are just friends to me and nothing more. i already said i would not date jerica again granted i still like her but thats not the point. she is my FRIEND and she knows that so think whatever u want. erin is like a littel sister to me. im there when she needs to talk. they both mean alought to me. but not as ( Read more... )

You are 60% Leo


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this is th worst ive felt in a long wile. 4 girls that i want to b with.jerica n erin are really good friends that i care alought bout. and id want to fuck that up again. clerindia and i have been talking alought in the past few months. for a wile i wants to be with her again but then i rmemebered bout another tha ti have wanted to give a ( Read more... )

today i got a job after a year of not having one. this is a realone too. not just a thing with famly. for the first time i will not work at the same place as a member of my family but i do owe it to a family member for me getting this job. i start with $6.00 and hour and 27 hours a week. wich gets me bout $130. happy me with a job. the only ( Read more... )