Well how de do all my fine livejournal readers, its me your good ole buddy ed coming to ya live at 4 am cause i can't sleep ( Read more... )

Whats up to all who still read this on a daily basis ( Read more... )

These are the only words that I have to explain my weekend and how I acted.........I only hope that the people that these are for can understand and forgive ( Read more... )

Tonight as I was searching through friends journals to read up and see what was going on......I read one of my "friends" and I was not distraught but disturbed more or less. I don't know how it is you are going to live your life, as of right now, I don't care. I don't know how or why I spent my precious time defending you when all you ever did ( Read more... )

Well lets just say that its been an interesting last 2 weeks. Its great to say that I have met someone awesome and its safe to say that I have a girlfriend now. I haven't had one in about 2 years so its kinda nice right now to have one. Her name is Caryn, and she is cool. She is one of the only females I have dated that can actually sit through ( Read more... )

Isnt it amazing when you spend the last 5 days with someone and everyday gets better and more amazing then the last....its quite interesting.

Well, today I finally accepted life as I have it now ( Read more... )

Have you ever been told your a piece of shit, without being told your a piece of shit?

Cause thats what I feel like just happened.

So much for getting a good amount of rest before waking up to go to work today ( Read more... )

I woke up the other day with that alone feeling again. I had a talk with a friend of mine at work, we swapped stories about families and what happened to them. Obviously the topics of my parents came up and I spoke with almost no breaks. I came to the conclusion that I don't think that I showed enough emotion during both of those times. I went ( Read more... )