I was in a decent mood earlier, playing guitar. But now I'm just like..... I don't know. I can be happy and then switch to feeling depressed. I try to express it through Poetry. Or the lyrics to songs I like that I share on FB. I've got Mental Health issues, I'm going to struggle. And I'm sorry... I love everyone who tries to help, but, just ( Read more... )

I wonder if I'll ever find the right woman for me. I know... you could say I'm too young to know what I want. To that, I will say: I feel way differently about women than I do about men.
I don't get the same butterflies. I don't get the same rush of adrenaline.

I don't get out much, so there's one problem to why I haven't found someone yet.

And, of ( Read more... )

I know I can be alone
That's a very powerful statement
I know my heart is stone
It's time that I face it
I knew I wouldn't be the same
After I entered this whole game
I knew things would change
That I'd never be onstage
That inside I'd hide rage
I'm not sure I know who I am
Day after day I still stand
I do not have a plan
I used to believe in falling in ( Read more... )

Hey! I know I haven't used this account in a while. But, I am back!
I hope you are all doing well.

- In 2017 we lost our Wolfdog, Pharaoh.

- In 2018 my mom brought home our Pibble, Phoenix.

- I still write poetry. I might post Poems here again. You can also find my writing on my Instagram, rectifire23

I guess that's about it for now.
Goodnight.

https://www.wattpad.com/user/ShannonFernandez

I doubt anyone even reads this blog anymore. (haha) but! Above, is the link where you can find my Writing.

Also, you can find me on Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/rectifire23

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Soooo... lately I find myself thinking about the past a lot. Like: Remembering conversations, the times I've been hurt and heartbroken.. how my relationships with others have changed so much over the years. There are those I was once close to.. and now it's like I barely exist..if at all, to them. I know people have their own lives and we all move ( Read more... )

Hey! How's everyone doing? Does anyone even read my stuff anymore ( Read more... )

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