yesterday had a particular feeling that i hadnt had in a while. it felt very reassuring. spent awhile in bed and in the shower for as long as i wanted. we went downtown and spent time doing nothing. had subway and went in stores, sat in barnes and noble and punched eachother in the parking garage. we were there for a long time, i havent spent that ( Read more... )

im eating dinner on my bed because lily is having one of those "where is this going" conversations with her boyfriend in the living room. those are the worst. i really want to tell her to clean the kitchen but im not sure thats so smart right now. last night me and camilla and danny went bowling, it was a relaxing night. i felt carefree or maybe ( Read more... )

well.....im back on ebay. it was inevitable with all my free time. my computer works on my bed now though, very exciting that i dont have to move my ass to the couch and turn on the tv ( Read more... )

ive been feeling a little crazy for awhile now, i think i feel better though. im starting to remember how this has felt before- and that the reason is not me. i forget. and now i dont understand how i could blame myself for how someone else is feeling ( Read more... )

i know i dont update....ever ( Read more... )

my house is a disaster. i call lily pig pen because even if i clean in the morning, by the time i get home the living and kitchen are all trashed again ( Read more... )

camilla- its not me, its cecilia from the virgin suicides. i would have changed it by now but every attempt ive had to downlaod new pictures doesnt work ( Read more... )

i am going to clean today.....i only wish we had more places to put things- tables and shelves and stuff. we have none. today is hannis birthday!!! jamies too, i wish her present could get there today, but i havent sent it yet ( Read more... )

today was ok, my two classes were conducted outside of school boundaries at the Greg kucera gallery and at MOHAI. danny took me to both places. bonded with maggie and daisy (daisy is exactly like sybil, if not ditzier. its really funny. but she doesnt have that same donkey chuckle that i miss so.) at the museum over our joined disgust for Danika- ( Read more... )

pirate internet access at home is too slow and illegal for me, so me and lily walked the 20 feet to top pot and replaced those calories that we lost with delectable baked goods and a very good double vanilla latte, i wish rosie could taste it ( Read more... )