sometimes my feelings get in the way of what i really feel i needed to say.
ive been feeling a little crazy for awhile now, i think i feel better though. im starting to remember how this has felt before- and that the reason is not me. i forget. and now i dont understand how i could blame myself for how someone else is feeling.
my horoscope in In Touch magazine said to trust myself while i try to trust others or something. i find comfort in my horoscopes. it reminds me to not rely on other people too much. because i think i do fall into that once in a while. thinking that danny should read my mind even more than he already does.
i went to school yesterday and sprayed my piece. its a see through fabric hanging for windows on sunny days. i like it, i think i will do more things like it.
megan has appointed me her life coach, i think ill take the job. that way i can tell her what to do and she cant get mad at me.
i have gotten so close to chopping my hair off myself, i am so tired of it i cant even explain. it restricts my wardrobe because some stuff just looks stupid or slutty with long blonde hair. i cant waitttt till thursdayyyy.
i will be so sad if my package from rosie has gotten lost in the mail, i dont know what ill do! how can the mail just not work sometimes??
im babysitting tonight, i was going to say no but what else do i have to do?
im going to try to update more, it can be part of my stay at home schedule.
im going to go check my mailbox again.
i love youu!
i miss lis and hanni and rosieeeeeeeee!
my horoscope in In Touch magazine said to trust myself while i try to trust others or something. i find comfort in my horoscopes. it reminds me to not rely on other people too much. because i think i do fall into that once in a while. thinking that danny should read my mind even more than he already does.
i went to school yesterday and sprayed my piece. its a see through fabric hanging for windows on sunny days. i like it, i think i will do more things like it.
megan has appointed me her life coach, i think ill take the job. that way i can tell her what to do and she cant get mad at me.
i have gotten so close to chopping my hair off myself, i am so tired of it i cant even explain. it restricts my wardrobe because some stuff just looks stupid or slutty with long blonde hair. i cant waitttt till thursdayyyy.
i will be so sad if my package from rosie has gotten lost in the mail, i dont know what ill do! how can the mail just not work sometimes??
im babysitting tonight, i was going to say no but what else do i have to do?
im going to try to update more, it can be part of my stay at home schedule.
im going to go check my mailbox again.
i love youu!
i miss lis and hanni and rosieeeeeeeee!