rex cries when he ejaculates.
yesterday had a particular feeling that i hadnt had in a while. it felt very reassuring. spent awhile in bed and in the shower for as long as i wanted. we went downtown and spent time doing nothing. had subway and went in stores, sat in barnes and noble and punched eachother in the parking garage. we were there for a long time, i havent spent that much time downtown in years. we were both being very indecisive and kind of nap needing. we wanted to go to todai but jesus it is expensive for dinner there. i got a big fat salad and we saw the forgotten. which was pretty ok up unitl the last half hour when they totally pussied out and didnt give any kind of conclusion.
it was very halloweeny out, really windy and cool but clear. with all the leaves everywhere. watched desperate housewives and hoped he would stay again.
i got 4 things at the urbn sale for 20$ very satisfying. i tried them on and walked around in my high heels and glasses.
he stayed again and i was so happy. sometimes i kind of psych myself out when im here alone, i dont like to sleep by myself.
had a weird alternate universe kind of experience in the middle of the night. talked about whats real and what to beleive for a long time. when we woke up and he had to go i felt very rested and calm. i think i might take a nap and try to recreate the feeling.
i love having my car here!
i miss my fiends, but its not so bad when i feel more like myself- when i can let everything be ok.
it seemed like a very important day and night, sorry if this wasnt a very interesting post, i just wanted to remember it.
it was very halloweeny out, really windy and cool but clear. with all the leaves everywhere. watched desperate housewives and hoped he would stay again.
i got 4 things at the urbn sale for 20$ very satisfying. i tried them on and walked around in my high heels and glasses.
he stayed again and i was so happy. sometimes i kind of psych myself out when im here alone, i dont like to sleep by myself.
had a weird alternate universe kind of experience in the middle of the night. talked about whats real and what to beleive for a long time. when we woke up and he had to go i felt very rested and calm. i think i might take a nap and try to recreate the feeling.
i love having my car here!
i miss my fiends, but its not so bad when i feel more like myself- when i can let everything be ok.
it seemed like a very important day and night, sorry if this wasnt a very interesting post, i just wanted to remember it.