just sit on the toilet!
it just sits there being sparked but not lit.
the story of my lighters life.
today i made a weird cocoon cape hanging thing in foundations. its not very me, but my teacher really liked it so i dont care if it means anything to me or not. i do like the thing i made that inspired it.
pretty much anytime i really get my hopes up about something it doesnt happen. danny asked me if im ever scared to be myself, and so i said yes because i was like of course i am. but then i realized im not. i had never really thought about it. i am very aware of who i am.
its lonely here. nothings the same. i feel independant but not very secure.
every time i try to talk to hanni she is so busy with work that she literally has no time to talk. somehow lis has just as steady a stream of boys at an all girls school that she did here.
i dont think anyone here is really close friend material. leahs here, i wish everyone else was too.
the story of my lighters life.
today i made a weird cocoon cape hanging thing in foundations. its not very me, but my teacher really liked it so i dont care if it means anything to me or not. i do like the thing i made that inspired it.
pretty much anytime i really get my hopes up about something it doesnt happen. danny asked me if im ever scared to be myself, and so i said yes because i was like of course i am. but then i realized im not. i had never really thought about it. i am very aware of who i am.
its lonely here. nothings the same. i feel independant but not very secure.
every time i try to talk to hanni she is so busy with work that she literally has no time to talk. somehow lis has just as steady a stream of boys at an all girls school that she did here.
i dont think anyone here is really close friend material. leahs here, i wish everyone else was too.