If you read my myspace blog entry from earlier today and this, you'd swear I was manic depressive. Just not feeling really happy right now. As SOON as I got done typing that blog, things went a bit downhill. Not real bad, I mean life didnt end or anything, just got into yet another stupid argument with Brandi down here. I mean shit, just leave me ( Read more... )

Life keeps throwing interesting curveballs at me. Ive gotten back my old motivation to suceed. It's only taken 2 years..... Im looking to transfer to another school for the winter semester next January. Right now I'm looking at several colleges in TN, and in NC too. Clarksville is always a good option, its a really nice town and I know some people ( Read more... )

Damn I hate fighting and arguments. It brings up too many bad memories. And today I had a doozy of an argument with Brandi. Damn it was awful. I cried like a little bitch for an hour after it was over. Everything is ok with us I think, I just never realized that I have the capability of hurting people. I've always been so focused on making sure ( Read more... )

Been an eventful and uneventful week or two. Quit Circuit City, and after only being hired at Best Buy for 2 weeks, I have gotten a raise and promotion. I RULE. I'm going to be training in Jackson and Clarksville in the coming weeks, so I am excited about that. Things are going decently well on the girl front. Same ole stuff, different day I ( Read more... )

What an odd day. Alot of highs and lows. Started out at 6AM with text messages, I love being woken up like that. No sarcasm at all, I really do like that. It makes me feel loved. Dosed back off till around 9:30, made a phone call, talked to Brandi. I really really like her. Made plans to do something on her birthday, which is awesome cause I got a ( Read more... )

Ok, so let me begin by saying that I HATE phones. I'm much more into seeing the person I'm talking to. I can do instant messaging, but you don't really get the emotion that in person conversation gets. But, sometimes compromise in life leads to rewards. You see.... if I use the cell phone to call up a girl to ask her on a date, and she says yes, I ( Read more... )

I can't let myself regret anything I've ever done, and I have so much left in life to do. There is so much in life, there's a career, there's hobbies, there's relationships, all these and more. And you never know when its all gonna end. I may die in my sleep or even while I'm writing this... what if I do? What if I die, and I don't tell my girl ( Read more... )

A bore of a day overall. Worked till 4, and spent the majority of my time text messaging Brandi. Which was very nice, I snuck my phone into work just for that :). Other than that, not much is going on. I was planning on driving to Jackson tonight, but mom and dad are staying at the river tonight, so why drive up to Jackson to sleep in an empty ( Read more... )

Ok, well, after an extended haitus, I've decided to return to Livejournal, hopefully with a slightly different viewpoint. Since the last time I posted anything on here, I have finished school for the semester. I am taking a year off from school, and hopefully transferring somewhere else for Fall 06. Today I was hired on at Best Buy, although I am ( Read more... )

Yeah, this is it. I am ridding myself of this waste of my happiness. Turns out I only write in this when I am either sad, or trying to make someone talk to me. Fuck that. Time to man up. I have learned my faults from this, but I have also learned my strengths. That being said, I got better things to do. Like watch TV. And maybe do homework ( Read more... )