theredrabbit1

Life is funny

theredrabbit1 Jan 28, 2009 10:31

Life, oh how it works in mysterious ways. So I was going to leave, going to stop looking for work, if things didn't happen by the 28th, as some of you may remember. I was fed up, with pretty much everything, save my friend. I was fed up with this life, with this cold, with the way I have been living. Then like a smack in the face, life happened. ( Read more... )

No idea

theredrabbit1 Jan 18, 2009 13:20

I don't know what to do. I've turned in around 16 resumes and still nothing. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know where to go. I cant stay here and be poor and not have a job. But I don't know where to go either. I am so lost. and in the midst of all of this my boyfriend tells me that he is dropping all of his classes and shipping out to ( Read more... )

Its been a while

theredrabbit1 Jan 07, 2009 12:01

Hi there. It's been so long. I actually forgot that I had a page. Then someone somewhere mentioned reading a friends note, and I remembered that I had a journal as well. Strange how some things that seem so important to you can disappear in the business that is life. The business that is life has thrown me for a whirl.

So, if you’re inclined to ( Read more... )

Responsibility sucks

theredrabbit1 Aug 13, 2008 12:40

I've decided to be responsible and not go to burning man this year. It was an extremely hard decision to make and certainly had it's share of tears. Burning man is more then just a vacation to me. It is an experience that i take to heart every year and something that I use to help me meditate on outcomes and issues. This year though, i have ( Read more... )

Being Happy

theredrabbit1 Jul 28, 2008 13:35

Thank you, love, for making me happy by just being you, and for just letting me be me.
You are a special kind of person, to keep me guessing, and smiling, every single day.
Thank you.

hurt

theredrabbit1 Jul 14, 2008 15:57

I cant believe you can still hurt me this way. What will it take for me to stop thinking about you. And why her? WHY?!
Fuck you, you lying scumbag piece of shit.

thank you

theredrabbit1 Jul 09, 2008 13:34

Thank you for teaching me what i want and what i need. Thank you for showing me what i can and cannot put up with. Thank you for being the one who is the best reality check. Thank you for showing me that i should never take affection for granted. Thank you for always being the one to tear me down when i do. Thank you for testing my faith, in ( Read more... )

Wrong

theredrabbit1 Jul 08, 2008 12:43

Looks like i was wrong for a 3rd time. Thinking things would be different this time around, you know. Grown up, changed, maybe a different perspective. Maybe something. Maybe anything. But no.There is no change for you. So if this is it, if this is pointless, if i take no priority in your life, if it is just not worth your time and your effort, ( Read more... )

Writer's Block: Choose a Power

theredrabbit1 Jun 25, 2008 23:38

I would choose to teleport. Then i could be next to the ones i love when ever i wanted. And i would spend no money on gas. I'd be Green.

powers, writer's block

finished

theredrabbit1 Jun 25, 2008 23:21

I'm done putting forth the effort. You wanted this so bad, its your turn to work now ( Read more... )