Life is a great thing , full of fun and events. Every day is a new adventure. But what do you have when you have no time for life. What if you are so fucking busy with shit that hopefully one day will make you happy that you cant even find time for the ppl that are important in your life. Man this is only the second week back at uni and already i ( Read more... )

Sumtimes i sit and wonder. I wonder why i'm so out of place , What the fuck is wrong with me , I try hard to fit but it never happens . PPl just love to hate me , what the fuck is that about . It just doesn't make sense , if they think am retarded , why dont they say it , if they think am ugly why dont they say it , if they think am boring why dont ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of research recently into a new theory i stumbled across and the evidence for it is just far too convincing ( Read more... )

You know Christmas really has been good to me this year , but its missing sumthin. Its missin her. I suppose she needs to go see her dad and he deserves the chance to see her , i just miss her, i cant even contact her cos i think she's in sum remote part of ireland and my messages aren't gettin through , either that or she's just not replying. I ( Read more... )

Where to start..... well i could tell you i spent 95 quid on one nite out on saturday nite. got totally fucked then ended up being sick in a taxi which skinned me 50 quid. Workin in lava these days people , not an amazing job but it sure as hell beats sanmina( who incidently want me to come back for christmas). The worst thing about workin in there ( Read more... )

Doin a fuckin bomb of overtime just now , i estimate i'll have done 50 hours this week by the end of tomorrow , well at least am gettin paid 7 fifty an hour for it , so am expecting about 260 quid in next weeks pay cheque. And i've done ma sums , so long as i dont buy anything unecessary( like thats gonna happen) , then i should leave sanmina with ( Read more... )

Well tonite was pretty successful i must say , i managed to fall out with everyone i came into contact with , and do you know what , i couldn't give a fuck . Its probably my lack of sleep thats making me like this , but see all you ppl who make wee snidey remarks about me , plz do it when am not around , i can hear when you're talking about me ( ( Read more... )

Its been a while kids , i've been ignoring this for a while cos , to be honest i couldn't be arsed updating it ( Read more... )

Why is it you only realise you love her , when you see her with another person?. Why cant love be more painless?

I hate all these feelings but am gonna post them anyway to get them off my chest. I know this will sound weird but its really killing me now.Anyway it all starts a year ago when i meet one of my best friends girlfriend for the first time , from the very start i like her and think there might be more. I cant say anything for obvious reasons and ( Read more... )