Jul 29, 2006 04:51
Sumtimes i sit and wonder. I wonder why i'm so out of place , What the fuck is wrong with me , I try hard to fit but it never happens . PPl just love to hate me , what the fuck is that about . It just doesn't make sense , if they think am retarded , why dont they say it , if they think am ugly why dont they say it , if they think am boring why dont they say it . I just cant understand this world anymore , i cant fit in , the world doesn't want me and to be honest i dont want it .
Why do people ignore me? why am i so insignificant ? i cant understand it. I try to be nice , i try not to be a loser , but through it all it gives me nothing. Anyone who reads this will probably think i am attention seeking , maybe i am , but the bottom line is , ppl dont like me , i cant get on with ppl , i cant keep a job , i have no money . I burn in the cold fires of loneliness.