because of some crappy fine on some book i know i turned in, but the library can't find. *sigh* i hate my life. reading is the only coping mechanism i have right now that won't scar me or make me fat ( Read more... )

fuck. i couldn't resist the apple pie calling my name even though nobody cared if ate it. bloody god fuck ( Read more... )

yesterday i meant to keep it between 800-900 calories. but then, instead of eating what i'd planned i would eat, i ran out of time before class and had to throw together a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich that cost me 365 cals!!!!! so yesterdays total intake: 1,110. yuck. i have NO self control ( Read more... )

mentally and physically. from the openhouses, from eating and not eating, from loving and being loved, from being back at glaa after all this time ( Read more... )

yesterday's intake ( Read more... )

could people chew their gum louder? I can't always hear it ( Read more... )

I FEEL HORRIBLE ( Read more... )

I want to be a Vampire. I know, i've been reading too much Stephanie Meyer books. *sigh* but i want ot be beautiful, cold. glitter in the sun. to have sharp teeth ( Read more... )

I think I am being avoidilated.

Help Me

and i'm home. alone. /story of life ( Read more... )