so tired...
mentally and physically. from the openhouses, from eating and not eating, from loving and being loved, from being back at glaa after all this time...
i should have visited my friends more often. i think it actually would've been less painful than never visiting glaa again. at least then their lives would've included me more.
well, i'll see Andrew Crane at camp au sable. i'll see Ducky around cedar Lake, but Dave is going all the way out to Utah. i didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. i'll email him and stuff, but he doesn't....yeah.
i bought a treadmill. this should make me happy but i'm just so drained.... i cried most of the way back home.
i want to do something, but i'm afraid that people will laugh, and i'm afraid the opportunity won't be avaliable. so i won't post what it is here. i will however, let you know that it is NOT destructive.
Help Me
i should have visited my friends more often. i think it actually would've been less painful than never visiting glaa again. at least then their lives would've included me more.
well, i'll see Andrew Crane at camp au sable. i'll see Ducky around cedar Lake, but Dave is going all the way out to Utah. i didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. i'll email him and stuff, but he doesn't....yeah.
i bought a treadmill. this should make me happy but i'm just so drained.... i cried most of the way back home.
i want to do something, but i'm afraid that people will laugh, and i'm afraid the opportunity won't be avaliable. so i won't post what it is here. i will however, let you know that it is NOT destructive.
Help Me