I wish I had more ambition than I have.
I want to write music
But writing it alone is SO hard for me.
It takes so much focus on my part
And my focus is broken up between school
Music
And personal life
That alone which has sublevels of its own.

"I know you like to worry; it'd be better if you don't 'cause..."

Working to be what I want to be gets in my mind.
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So...
Show went well.
Very well.
School starts today.
I'm not tired.
But I'm lazy.
I'm fully ready right now.
I got those little kid, "first day of school" jitters
Mostly because settling my method of payment is unknown to them.
So the school doesn't know that we're paying it all
That, or I'm not set up in their program to have a payment plan
So...yeah.
I'm a ( Read more... )

 "And though you never make it easy...you make it so much easier to stay."

My mom got delayed in going to Afghanistan.
But the delay is done.
Medical records cleared.
Ticket to VA, booked.
She's going to have a long day tomorrow.
Couple hour flight to VA
But in the SAME day she's going to the military plane to Kuwait

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I've been wanting to get rid of facebook.
I want to get rid of my Xbox.
I want to get rid of this green sofa.
I want to get rid of alot of my shirts.
I want to get rid of some friends.
I want to be rid of more that I can't remember.
But later, when the dust settles,
I will prolly hate my hasty actions.

I HIGHLY doubt I'll regret getting rid of facebook, ( Read more... )

It's the BEST FUCKING THING you can have.
My family has been warning me
Collectively.
I'm getting closer to the fire.
But I'm aware of its existence.

I'm more than ready now...

FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW [which should be all of you], I very rarely remember any dream I have. I just say that "I don't dream" to most everyone that asks. I've never remembered more than 5 dreams in a year, and I'm exaggerating that number just in case I ever to got 4 but don't remember.

Okay, so I woke up this morning, then went back to ( Read more... )

 don't end up afraid and alone
there's better ways to get back at me
go ahead and sail on
running aground means you're closer to visiting

if we don't end up afraid and alone
there'll be no need to stay mad at me
not bad, at least as bad as i thought
if you're still around when you don't owe me anything

but it's not the obstacles
it's the way we're getting ( Read more... )

so i huing out with my friend, right ( Read more... )