Yesterday I read something about someone's dog. It made me sad and depressed and ended up crying for a few hours after that. When I finally did get to sleep, I had the strangest dream. I met up with a friend in high school and we started talking, catching up on her life. I haven't spoken with her since high school and it basically came out like she ( Read more... )

YOU SUCK!

i just haven't said it to anyone in such a long time. sigh. oh, those were the good ol days. without ecua, i have no one to insult. the insults are all inside me, i need someone to insult. now. or ill go crazy. bah.

You know the feeling back in college when you were about to take the biggest exam ever? The one worth 50% of your grade, the one you know you just cant fail? I've been having those feelings lately. I dont know whats scaring me. I cant really explain it. Im starting to hate work. Its becoming to be such a chore just to be there. Most of the time I ( Read more... )

my sister found this.. its kinda cool. its my shirt!! haha and its purple!!! wheee. if i had the money i'd buy it. just cause it has my name on it.

Im stitting here, trying to write something that will explain what Im feeling and what i've been doing. But I cant seem to find any words to explain anything. Its 1:38PM and this is the loneliest time of day for me. The time when no one is awake in Manila that I can call. The time when Im in the appartment all by myself. The time that I have time ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in so long. Maybe I should, just to keep sane. I miss home. I can't do this. I thought I could, but I cant. I want to go home. I want to give up. I don't know what to do with my life. Im so confused. If you ask me what I really want, I dont even know what answer to give. I'm afraid to go home. Because if I do, I may never ( Read more... )

Today, while jogging and skipping rope, I thought of home. I miss working out in my house. The house that i've lived in for all my life. I miss playing Badminton with my sister just before going jogging. She's a lazy butt in running after the shuttle, but hey, I miss it anyways. I miss boxing with my dad.. I miss having someone to talk to while ( Read more... )

Job 2 (United Airlines) it is then. Gas Bills, here I come. *Sigh ( Read more... )

Okay, here goes..

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I am in Chicago. It is cold. But not as cold as I expected. No more snow, thank god. And its almost spring. But its still cold considering its spring. I admit,its rather boring. I miss spending money. I musn't spend because I am jobless in an expensive country. Its weird actually.. Considering I have lots of family here, I still don't feel at home ( Read more... )