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Yesterday I read something about someone's dog. It made me sad and depressed and ended up crying for a few hours after that. When I finally did get to sleep, I had the strangest dream. I met up with a friend in high school and we started talking, catching up on her life. I haven't spoken with her since high school and it basically came out like she was blaming me for not keeping in touch. For not asking her how she is and stuff. I told her that I didnt keep in touch cause I thought she was doing well and stuff.. then she started telling me about how wrong her life went.. and how it was my fault cause I didnt keep in touch. I got angry and somehow managed to break the small mirror that was with her. She got so angry, she took the piece of broken mirror and stabbed me with it serveral times. I woke up screaming and sweaty. So basically, this morning, I look like hell. My eyes are all puffy, my hair is a mess and I feel like crap. I dont know what its supposed to mean.But when I woke up screaming, my heart was pounding so fast and I felt so scared.
Today I dont feel like doing anything. I might go to work then try to come home early and sulk. I'm just not into this day. I have difficulty even opening my eyes cause they're so puffy. and obviously I didn't get much sleep. It took me a while to fall asleep afterwards. I know I look as bad as I feel.
Today I dont feel like doing anything. I might go to work then try to come home early and sulk. I'm just not into this day. I have difficulty even opening my eyes cause they're so puffy. and obviously I didn't get much sleep. It took me a while to fall asleep afterwards. I know I look as bad as I feel.