why, hello there! reading this babble makes me laugh. its rather meaningless. the sad part is, i still have nothing better to say. LOL

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boo. shopping is bad. its evil, its expensive and the nice fluffy feelings i get after buying something pretty only last a few weeks. then its back to the pits of depression. i was hoping retail therapy would help me feel less pathetic. it only works for a while. *drats. theres no easy way to beat loneliness ( Read more... )

God help me.

I must be crazy.

the surgery is done. heres the long story. i got there at about 6am. they put an IV in my hand so i wouldn't starve to death and faint. then i waited for a bit.. i dont remember what time, but they came in and wheeled me out in one of those hospital beds. i've never been in one of those so that was strange. it felt like i was in a movie or ( Read more... )

Just got The Chronicles of Narnia.. I'm excited to read it. My surgery is on Thursday. tick tick tock. I actually think I should have waited and had it done in March or something. Bah humbug. I'm having second thoughts.. Grumble grumble.

ARK.

Today I went to the doctor for some random bloodwork and check up pre surgery. The idiotic nurse made some sort of mistake taking blood from my right hand. She claims my vein moved. Uh. Yeah right. So she had to take blood from my left hand. I swore to myself if she made a mistake again i would jab her eye with the needle. I am a violent person. I ( Read more... )

like the new look? i felt like a change. i miss photoshop. i haven't designed anything in almost a year. what little skill i had has just officially disapeared. sigh.

i have surgery next week. im not looking forward to it. i am not good at standing any sort of pain. i guess one would call me a sissy. im hoping i can be well enough to watch tristan ( Read more... )