why do we have to continue acting this way? i wish you would just tell me what i want to hear? but you just sit there, a distant stare, no one cares. i will wrestle with the questions that i dont want answered until i have a hint of a sentence, and then peacefully let you take me down like the police in riot gear, drive my face down into the ground ( Read more... )

i am amazed by how much i miss her (and she me ( Read more... )

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see what you know about me....chances are, not much

well i need my ole hair trimmed a bit, get ready for the big day, the wedding. not mine..no no no, not even close to that coming sign of the apocolypse, but it should be fun. not armegeddon, but the other part, the wedding ( Read more... )

ive been getting in shape..well kinda. im trying to just drink water (ive had only 5 cokes in the last two weeks. not bad) and doing some simple exercises to kinda tone up a tad bit. ive a wedding in a month and a very special lady coming to see me, so i needs to look me best ( Read more... )

so ive been informed i need to update more...hmm what is there to say ( Read more... )

two weeks or so until my life changes for now. things are almost upon us. and i hope things go the way that they could, for the better.

i have got to learn to fight. sometimes it gets ridiculous.

my hair is long.
i am single.
i am watching football.
i need to bathe.
tattoo soon.

i think that'll do.

gah, i wanted to write a poem on here, but im not feeling it lately ( Read more... )

a few things that have happened at my new job ( Read more... )