stranded at sea
why do we have to continue acting this way? i wish you would just tell me what i want to hear? but you just sit there, a distant stare, no one cares. i will wrestle with the questions that i dont want answered until i have a hint of a sentence, and then peacefully let you take me down like the police in riot gear, drive my face down into the ground, where the blood and asphalt mix into one gray mash, and i close my eyes and i wish for your hand, and the desires of my heart still have you as a part of it. i want to start over with you, and You. and learn what it means to love both. and just to be loved. and just to be loved. but i dont understand how you can love me, as you drive me into the ground, like the police in riot gear going down.
this is my town .
this is my town .