I've liked this guy for the past 3 months. He just got out of a relationship, not to mention he has alot of inner issues he's been trying to work through. We've made out, we've slept together. I've followed him around like a puppy dog. I've been genuine, honest and real with him. I've confided my feelings many times. The last thing he told me, the ( Read more... )

I haven't been on live journal in quite some time. It's blocked at work and with the hustle and bustle of the semi-alcoholic life, time to post is limited ( Read more... )

I had another crazy weekend. Friday night was girls' night out. It turned to girl's make out freak fest. I made out with 5 different girls in one night. I've never done anything quite like that before. I think I need to relax with the drinking. Two weekends in a row, I have behaved out of character and it all started with mass quantities of alcohol ( Read more... )

and I'm cool with that. No more of those anytime soon. I'm too emo. I need to be more goth. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

After all the drama from last weekend, I really wanted to have a good time this past weekend. I went out with the lovely Bex on Friday and had a real nice time. We went to the Bar, Transit Lounge then a party. The lovely Miss Jessenia was there and fun was had all around ( Read more... )

Last night I had 2 sex dreams about shannon. The first one we were at a party at what was sorta like college dorms and I looked at him and asked him point blank, "do you want to have sex with me" and he answered, "Alright." So since we were at a party we told everyone to give us a minute because we wanted to have sex. Then I realized we didn't have ( Read more... )

I slept a full 8 hours last night. No nightmares, no fear. I have fully forgiven him in my heart for what he did. I'm sure he did not mean to hurt me. He's just not well. I have too many things that are wonderful in my life to be consumed with negativity. In order to put this experience to bed, I need to let go. In order to let go I need to replace ( Read more... )

I went to the police department. I filled out a report. All I have to do release that report to the courthouse and an investigation will begin. He will not be contacted until the prosecutors have a case. I don't think I have it in me to press charges. I don't want to rigmarole of having to give depositions and ultimately put him in prison. The ( Read more... )

I'm obsessed with text messaging. Give me your numbers if you want to get in on the fun. Expect randomness and silliness, you shan't be disappointed.

I watched this movie last night over a bottle of shiraz. I was blown away. In case you haven't heard about this movie, here is the synopsis ( Read more... )