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I'm not so sure why I'm writing this
perhaps livejournal has become some sort of catharsis for me of late. theres no logical reason why I would choose to write here, as I have alienated myself from/been alienated from all of the people who could possibly read this anyway. but I could announce that I would drink gasoline, douse my body in it, and set myself on fire in front of dallas ( Read more... ) -
how optimistic can i afford to be?
i am nearing the final corner of my undergrad degree and of my experience at this university. i feel isolated, mostly, disappointed, but outwardly apathetic. i've figured out what to do with the next stage of my life, although i know not where that will lead. most definitely i am going far from here, and trying not to look back. i sometimes wonder ( Read more... ) -
the summer of 2007
I have not updated this journal all summer long, though I have been hovering around from time to time. To be short, this summer has been an incredible milestone, although I barely ever left home ( Read more... ) -
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these are very lonely days indeed -
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so far, every time I think I've found a great place to live, it always falls through in the end. -
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starting from today, I'm just trying to give a little more. just giving, without simultaneously calculating how much I feel I deserve to recieve. -
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i'm honestly wondering how come i've been blown off by every single girl i've had interest in thus far. -
(a little bit scared)
so Im well into my roommate search, and still no takers. Craigslist looks kinda promising, but I must admit that Im a bit intimidated by the prospect of living with a complete stranger, but I guess that is life, and this is growing up.
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I'm okay for now.
