ok, so i'm back after being lazy and not updating all of my blogs lol. yesterday (fec's new member picnic) was amazing! it was super fun, although i didn't really hang around with the new feckers. :/ this is one of the many suckinesses of not being there everyday anymore, i don't know any of the new ppl. but w/e, god willing i'll be back next year ( Read more... )

so over the past couple of days, i've been struggling with everyone in UM's admissions and financial aid departments whose email addresses i've been able to find. my problem is this, i found out that i'm not eligible for any of the UM scholarships (the ones that cover half, third, quarter tuition) because i'm a continuing student. had i known that ( Read more... )

so tomorrow is day two of my "job". lets see how much more bitch work i have to do, typing, filing, and running errands. i actually have to take shorter lunches, i took two hours the first day (oops). i actually might start working shorter days. or not, who knows. i am the queen of indecisiveness after all lol. it's been ok so far. i'm definitely ( Read more... )

so as the title suggests, i really felt out of sorts today. i guess my usually happy-go-lucky self melted for a while to reveal the moody pessimist lurking somewhere in me. i got to thinking: will i end up washed up? a failure? how do i know that i won't crash and burn miserably? sure, i can work hard and be the best i can be. but that won't assure ( Read more... )

IF'S1- IF YOU WERE AN ANIMAL, WHAT WOULD YOU BE ( Read more... )

yay, i'm on livejournal. yet another little well into which to pour my thoughts (and waste my time). i'm just going to let you know from now that my posts will not be of astounding literary value. no amazing and philosophical diagnoses on the state of current society. i'll leave that to those better equipped for the job (you know who you are). no, ( Read more... )