I need help. I can't help from the main source that you would suspect ( Read more... )

I sick of feeling like everything is surreal ( Read more... )

My life is insanely busy now... well sorta ( Read more... )

I feel guilty for everything that happens in my mind... I might find someone else attractive, and I feel just as bad as if I cheated on her. Sometimes I might even think about the relationship, and I always come to the conclusion that I want to stay with her always, and that I love her way way way too much to ever leave her, and I just feel guilty ( Read more... )

Since I have not updated much recently, and a lot of key things have happened in my life this year, I should do a short recap of 2007 so far.

I got my first Tattoo
I have Lost both of my dwarf hamsters to old age
I got my GED
Saved a dog
Found true love(7 months almost now)
Got a better job

Hmm can't think of anything else.

I gave this to Black Jack ( Read more... )

I gave up passions, my old life(not so bad however), questioned myself, questioned my views, changed my views, drive 20+ miles round trip each day, Put aside friends, Put aside family, put aside values, cried so many tears, Swallowed the small amount of pride I have, faced confusion, faced pain... But all of it does not matter, cause for her I ( Read more... )

Everyone looses someone. Be it a animal, lover, friend, parent.

What hurts the most is when you loose someone due to means you can control.

It's not only depressing, but it's bad for your self esteem... what kind of person am I?

I try I try I try... why are intentions never looked at? When I try to be nice, I fuck up, When I try to be supporting I fuck up...

I was going to call, but I guess I didn't call soon enough...

I wish I can write a upper in here instead of a downer... I am really sounding pathetic and sad all the time... but their are plenty of happy times ( Read more... )