im not gunna lie.
im fuckin pissed as hell.
mf a-h

im depressed. thats a pretty eye i have there. i dont think my eye is quite that pretty anymore.
im depressed.
i hate life.
wish i loved it.
used to.

whoa i was reading my lj and it was pretty popular back in the day jeez. so much drama on it with anonymous people. hah thats funny. i still think those people are dumb. i need to write my essay now blah.

im just wating for things to get better, and i dont want to put any effort into it. i never put any effort into my life anymore, i sit back and wait for the world to come to me and i am having a hard time getting off my ass and doing something about my life. its just hard for me to constantly fake it, like 2 and 1/2 years faking it and i still ( Read more... )

so like whoa i just like forgot about lj so im thinking of reviving mine? hmm i dont know if this will last or not but ok so im in this kinda middle period of my life. you know hwo this always comes. ok wait nvm fuck this im going to go write in my real journal. haha ok sorry nvm bye

i wanna go home.
right now.

im kinda depressed sometimes.
i wanna go home.
i want a puppy.
i wanna be with the amazing people of hb
rather than the hoes of dallas.
i want the ocean
i want my car
i want something else to get me
through this semi-charmed kind of life.
i want sex too.
and i want my pretty bedroom with the ocean breeze.
goodbye.

People’s eyes say I’m no damn good ( Read more... )

i dunno i just feel lied to when i thought he could never do anything to me.

its times like these, that i wanna run back to you
back to my safe haven
where i knew how everything worked
and i didnt know but i did know
sorry.
can you just please not be mean to me
please.
i dont know if ur gunan read this but yeah.
ok im sorry that i posted this.