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im just wating for things to get better, and i dont want to put any effort into it. i never put any effort into my life anymore, i sit back and wait for the world to come to me and i am having a hard time getting off my ass and doing something about my life. its just hard for me to constantly fake it, like 2 and 1/2 years faking it and i still havent made it. psh no 20 years of faking it. and still not making it. no, i guess i have made it before. i think i might go to some shows by myself. i think ill go see tegan and sara. i hate my terrace. i hate my poetry class, i dont know why im still in it.