hahahahah. i should start writing again. the world is strange and i have even stranger thoughts. most of my days are filled with engineering. mostly of yurt building and burning man crafts.
i miss you my journal. i might come and visit more.

if you need a place or know someone who dose. i have a one bedroom open right now. i am supposed to ask for $1050. but i can bring that down to 1000. an for friends i will. new paint, new carpets. and a kick ass manager. me!

it is on the west side. closes to ucla and smc. so if you know of anyone that is looking let me know.

i am almost off to burning man. bag is packed( it has to be unpacked so everything can get a wash before packing again) yarn is ready for my hair tonight. booze has been bought. i just have to wait on a few phone calls and i am off to amy. where my loves and me will most likely run around like chicken with our heads cut off the rest of the weekend ( Read more... )

rest in peace don
i will put some chai in the temple to burn

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at first i was supportive in the choice of her ( Read more... )

ok i am giving in. i am on face book now. they wouldn't let me see the comments made on tagged photos of me without joining. this dose not mean i will be posting or reading often. i don't like one line blurbs. i much prefer long winded rants.

it seams that a six pack and a couple of norco don't stop my back pain... just make me a little fucked up ( Read more... )

i am going to be going home to Detroit in just a little bit. to deal with the grandma. i am so stressed and stomach is bubbling. it is going to be a rough weekend. send me clam thoughts and maybe i will get though this without going crazy.

"A prisoner of war is a man who tries to kill you and fails, and then asks you not to kill him ( Read more... )

i watched some rape porn and delighted in the wrongness of it masturbated and feel much better. it is amazing that naughtiness is so important to me. i am a good boy i really am. but i need wrong too. and the only thing that is bad is that i let it get so bad that i let it effect my emotions. i just need to remember that it is ok to be me. and ( Read more... )