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I ask myself a lot the question "What now?" I have been asking that about a lot of things in my life. My transition is sort of hitting a spot where I don’t know what’s next. I need money for hair removal and not even thinking about the cost of SRS. Even the thought of SRS depresses me. The end result is nothing more than an imitation. Which in ( Read more... ) -
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"Trans people are almost like bi-polar. Depending which pro-nouns people refer to them by will swing their moods from absolute highs to absolute lows" -AbsoluteLlama ( Read more... ) -
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i hurt
tonight I bled
I still bleed
cut into my skin
a truth?
a lie?
I am not really sure.
BOY it says now
it will remind me now
forever of the truth? the lie?
I cannot sleep tonight
I will not sleep tonight
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No more... I am not talking anymore to anyone... I am keeping my fucking mouth shut about everything. All that ever happens is people making fun of me, getting mad at me or using shit against me. No more. Whatever is in my head is staying in my head. No more talking about how I feel. fuck the world. -
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I deal with a lot of external transphobia and hate. Unfortunately that is not all I deal with. The most painful thing is the internalized transphobia I suffer from. Self hate is a massive issue. I have a hard time understanding that my thoughts are valid and my view points are valid. Family and past lovers have done a good job of casting doubt ( Read more... ) -
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you probably shouldn't be reading this ( Read more... )