Things change. It's probably just easier to keep track of me on fb at this point, honestly. I still read and comment now and then, but rarely have the impetus to post.

... I don't update not because I have nothing to say, but because I don't know how to say it ( Read more... )

( Now with 100% more updating! )

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I'm not dead. I'm just... overwhelmed, and trying to take things one day at a time. Sometimes that doesn't work as well as one would hope.

Still, checking in. How is internet land?

I got laid off.

Fuck. Me.

I feel like half of me is missing.

I'm a little better today. I woke up to the alarm, followed by a text message, followed by the snooze button going off 5 minutes later; that's about how my morning went for the next hour or so. Scott's in Norfolk, VA until about 8, my time. Then he gets on a flight to Ramstein, Germany, has a few hours of layover in Deutschland, then flies to ( Read more... )

Scott left for his deployment today. I knew he was going soon, but I anticipated at least another week with him, possibly two. I did NOT expect to get a call on Wednesday morning from him, telling me he was shipping out Friday afternoon. After I initially lost it, I've been on on-again/off-again crying jags. My house feels normal now... but ( Read more... )

About 15 years ago I ( Read more... )