It's times like this that I wish I could jump into another dimension, do what I want, and then jump back before all the consequences set in.

On a side note I'm like REALLY SICK today. Meh.

Remember how I'm a screwup? I'm REALLY screwed up. I'm just glad there's such things as lies, so I never have to face the consequences. This is what love is all about, guys.

No, I've never been in love. No, I've never been in "like". No, I don't think I'm capable of maintaining anything remotely close to what could be called a "relationship". I can only imagine, that kind of emotional bond, how great it must feel inside, how warm and cuddly you must feel when you know you're "in love". I've seen Love Actually, I know ( Read more... )

For you pretentious bloggies out there, I've moved to bourgie Blogspot to record the boring little tidbits of my life.

http://talisathoughts.blogspot.com/

There it is, in all its owned-by-Google glory!
I don't actually know anyone with a blogspot blog, really, so it's kind of boring there. Send me your blogs so I can watch them! Except you Lynnea, I  ( Read more... )

There's always something so final, and resolute, about the end of a school year. It always brings a sense of freedom when you turn in that last paper and walk out of the building for the very last time (until fall, anyway). I would imagine the same feeling when walking out of a jail cell, finally being released into the real world and real society ( Read more... )

Today, May 7: Construction presentation, Write paper, pack some stuff in the house, somehow get rid of all the furniture in the house, drop off models to CoD, clean out locker ( Read more... )

Today marks day 10 (technically 11 since I split up day 1 into 2 days) since I found out about my sinus infection and had started taking antibiotics. Now that they're all done and gone, I've started feeling like I've got the flu again. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

So,

Sometimes I really hate girls. I hate that they can be so bitchy, so passive aggressive and so gossipy and emotional. That's why I love my male friends so much. Sure they have their emotions and their little feelings, but they either let them out or keep that shit to themselves. They tell you when they have a problem with you, and when they say ( Read more... )

It's been 2 weeks today that I've been sick! And I am still alive, surprisingly. I probably could have been better long before now, but my strong distrust of doctors and medicine probably hindered my healing. I can't help but think that all that shit the doctors are making me take aren't actually going to help me get better, but are really just ( Read more... )