I WANT A CHANGE! 

no new year resolutions this year.

i only hope to change myself.
I think i've been to selfish in 2010.
I've had loads of mood swings in 2010.
I should learn to control my temper.
Learn to be more hard-working & learn to manage my time well. Since my student left, i got to save more, and work at the flyer more often.
If i work there, work ends at 11 ( Read more... )

another new person who knows about this small place.
this means you're special (: (:

*sigh*

 its been a long time since i posted here. which is a good thing. 
i'll only pop by when ever something's disturbing me. hahahaha

oh wells. like what i mentioned in the previous post. i know its rather childish. 
but i didnt initiate any more gatherings ever since my birthday. 
& what happened? 
no one planned a gathering. 
disappointment. really.

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Thought that my life has been smooth all the while??
No it hasnt.

Firstly was exams. Studying like a mad cow making sure my results wont suck
At least it didnt turn out that bad. But i've got higher expectations of myself.
I've got to work even harder, putting in more efforts than the previous semester.

Secondly, my 19th birthday.
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i dont know what am i to you.
im just a substitute.

just leave me alone can you?

thanks for telling me. yes i was affected. but it didnt affect me as much as i thought.
thanks for being an idiot in my life.

i gave up, but you pulled me back.
im so gonna get you outta my life.
But this time, im determined.
i can do it.

真的很辛苦..

Many things have been happening.

heard from zelia about some things happening in class. why people dont treasure friendship? & sometimes even just use us as someone to 'accompany'
i really wanna tell them how you badmouth them.
i hope that there will be someone out there in future to teach you a lesson.

on the other hand.....

can the both of you! ( Read more... )

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you its only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
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