我很辛苦.
it's difficult to pretend that i didnt see anything.
maybe i should listen to advice. kick you outta my life.

when i withdrew and managed to maintain a distance from you.
you pulled me back.

now, you're pushing me away.
good. continue to do so.
it'll be better for me. thanks.

im a little offended by what you said.
its okay if you treat me lightly. feel like talking, im always there.
but there are certain things that you shouldnt say.

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the reason that I ,Being fool, am only but watching you from a distance
is because maybe I am worried about your heart probably to turn my feeling away and so becoming more alienated between us
the reason that I ,Being really fool, cannot say 'I love you'
is because maybe I am afraid of the pain and the saddening days expected after falling in with.

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 looks like my previous post on disposable is true. 
youve found someone to keep yourself entertained. i should have listened to other's advices long ago and not defend you all the time. 
well done. 
i've decided to cut of all connections and stay away from you as long as i can.

talk to me? i'll be glad. 
if not. fine. i can live it 

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after knowing about melissa, i really had loads of thoughts in my mind.
life is just so fragile. why would such a young and happy girl have such thoughts.
i cant imagine myself losing anyone important in my life.
sometimes i just feel like going around telling people important in my life how much i love them.
really, i do.

school has started for a week. and im starting to feel the pressure.
hate that feeling seriously.
projects with high weight-age, all modules need memorizing.
im just gonna die.

i always dont know what you want.
shall we start from the beginning? 

Even though it hurts but a little, tears form
My heart screams out
If I pass in front of you, beside you
You were my whole world
I want only you
But I can’t breathe when I’m in front of you

As if you weren’t my destiny
As if this was just a fleeting moment
Next to you, who just let me go so easily
I go closer to you step by step
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i've got to get that thought out of my mind.
i've erased all our smses.