"Yeah, see I can look at inatimate objects and tell you what they look like. Like that tree is ugly. If that tree was a person it would be homeless. And I would name it...and feed it with spoons."
-Ben

How come everytime I get attached to someone I lose them? Ryan got sent home Thurday night. It'll be atleast two weeks before we know for sure if he's allowed back of not. I got so close to getting my mother to allow him at my house again and the next day he's gone. We finally start to know what's going on and he's gone. I wish he'd actually ( Read more... )

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I guess all I have to say it that all's well here. I'm trying to talk Amanda into coming here. I really think it would do her good.

He wrote it on the window! It was one thing to hear him say the words. But when I turned around and saw them written on the glass I melted.

I love you.

Weekend went well. Better than I expected it. Today was Pepita's 21st birthday so last night we partied; drank a little and just sort of hung out. Got Ryan back to camp three hours sooner than I expected. It's not that I don't enjoy the occasional anime just not at 1 in the morning. Oh yeah, and btw: dibs, no d-block.

Going to Dexer this weekend to spend time with Ryan and Pepita. it's Petey's birthday so we're probobly going to party a bit... *bleh* I just want to sleep honestly. but i'm waiting to go outside and smoke a cigarette so I can knock on Ryan's window and tlk to him before I go to bed. On another note: last weekend was awesome!

The weekend was the best of my life.

Coming home this weekend. Bringing Ryan with me this time. Lots of fun and what not. Went to Dexter again this weekend. He's mine. Just no one knows it yet. Went to Wal*Mart today. Got Jacob a venus fly trap for his birthday. I might be going to get him a fish too. Not sure yet. My back and hip hurt a lot right now. Sleeping in Ryan's ( Read more... )

*exited shiver*

Ryan, Mike, Cliff. My head is going in circles. It's kind of like when I smoke a bad cigarette, only with out stumbling and falling voer things.