So, Pepita and I are fighting now and she is well aware of it. Instead of leaving the whole me and Ryan situation alone, she and Mike decided to try and warp and contort it themselves, leaving both of us lost, confused and rather pissed off. So after the whole beach incident, Ryan found it necessary to randomly crawl into bed with me last night ( Read more... )

JB got sent home day before yesterday. I didn't find out until second period but when I did find out, the little world that seems to have sprung up around me crumbled. I couldn't believe that I ws never going to get to see him again. That I was never going to get a hug just when I seem to need it the most. That I'm never going to spend another ( Read more... )

So yeah, went to the mall last night after dinner. That was all well and fine until all of a sudden, I'm in Hot Topic, looking for new arm warmers and all of a sudden, I see WOLF! And I'm like wow!!! So I ran over to Ben and was like "Look who it is!" So Ben went and molested him a little and some how we ended up in the car with Wolf, his ( Read more... )

So, I randomly felt the urge to paint my fingernails pink today. That's never happened before. note to everyone: don't go see You, Me, and Dupree. It sucks. moop. Bryan burned me weird music onto a CD. Well, i'm gonna go play more midget tossing. Can't wait for JB and Ben to get back tomorrow!!!!!

So yeah, been home a week and a half now. Bored out of my mind. Went up to see Dan for a little bit the other day. Been down at the trailer helping my sister get all the shit cleaned out of it. William had way too much random crap. The house smells all musty like a mixture of the back of a closet and blood. It probobly doesn't help that his ( Read more... )

Spent the weekend with Ryan. Had the best time I've had in a while. Slept better than I have in weeks. Something about him being there calms me down. Knowing he was there next to me all night helped me sleep. Waking up in the morning and him being the first thing I saw and his voice being the first thing I head just made me feel better. "I ( Read more... )

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Ben: Why do you need sugar ( Read more... )

So yeah, anyways. Spent the weekend at Ryans. Didn't do much, just sat around and watched TV. Pissed him off becuase I didn't want to eat anything. Sorry, but I just didn't feel like eatting. Must take him to my house next weekend. This should be fun ( Read more... )

Ben: I didn't come here to make friends. I came here to blow bubbles!

Ben: Seriosuly, if you don't stop just randomly abandoning me like that I'm going to have to find myself a new counselor.

Ben: I'm homophobic, but not against gay people. I hate people that are gay and in the closet. They just fuck my shit up.