i had a dream that i was trying to put on slippers that were made from jello. shockingly comfortable.

the surgery went fine. i'm home. the hardest part has been recovering from anesthesia. i have te shakes, super bad vertigo, the nausea has worn off. my calcium is fucked up so im tingling and numb. this feels worse than it did so im going to have dan call to see what else i can do. my vision is super blurry. i can only just now see well enough to ( Read more... )

last night she was magically nice again! wtf!
okay. thank you for all your thoughts.
i pulled a muscle when i woke up so now i'm looking forward to being put under. ha!
see you soon!

after that meltdown yesterday i decided to change my outlook and fake it until it felt real. it helped and i was much less angry. my moms meds seem to be helping pretty quickly ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ladycakes!!!!

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dan is playing a cure compilation and i am hearing songs i have not heard in YEARS. a man inside my mouth*. yes. i am very happy here right now.

*i do not have a man inside my mouth. ahem. no that is a song.
don't be so dirty.

i am bummed today. very anxious. it's a combination of worrying about the kids and the surgery coming up so soon. monday! omg ( Read more... )

i went over to the embroider shop and bought over 30 dollars worth of thread. "WHAT?" you say ( Read more... )

have i ever mentioned that i think padma is hot? i do.

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i spoke with veronica's teacher about having to argue about her gender in class. she was, of course, unaware of it. so we talked about it pretty thoroughly. she is concerned and is going to watch for it. i'm going to talk to veronica about being able to speak to her teacher about it when it happens so that the teacher can be more aware and deal ( Read more... )