love that loves me before all the bullshit ( Read more... )

feels good.
feels very good.
a few tangled strings, a few loose ends.
but unravel them and i've got a good time. 

 1 week left! thank goodness ( Read more... )

still?

yea.
still.

hahahhahhaahha.

perfect.
retarded and perfect.
just the was it should have been.

ahahahhaahaha.

life is so weird right now.

im happy.
and stressed.

but mostly. really happy.

so i havent been able to feel anything real for a long time. nothing but superficial laughter and happiness. and dont get me wrong i like being happy but im not like that all the time. i egt it in moments when i spend time with my friends. but this underlying theme of being numb is something i dont want anymore. i dont know if i feel shitty with ( Read more... )

I am so pumped for this summer ( Read more... )

Grah.
I just want to stop thinking.
I'm starting to think too much again and now I just want it to stop.
I'm just...done.

I am in Love.

With New York.

And I can't wait.