Sirius never came to dinner.

I hope he's alright.

Narcissa did write me back. I was a bit surprised. I didn't expect her to. I do miss her though. I miss her in all her conceitedness and beauty and grace and how she used to make me laugh. But I'll see her again now that I'm going to the wedding. I'm nervous that Mother will see me, but I have to get over these ridiculous feelings of shame and... ( Read more... )

I wrote a letter to Narcissa today, and I'm waiting a response. I do hope she writes me ( Read more... )

Well. It's my first time writing in this thing. I haven't had a diary since I was a girl, and I must admit that I do feel a bit silly. But this is the best way to write about my feelings, isn't it ( Read more... )