im kinda stressed...heres the sitch ( Read more... )

i just talked to my dad....he said my aunt sandy might not be around too much longer...for those of u who dont kno, shes dying of cancer. its really sad because of the cancer in general but also becuz i havent gotten to see her much since she lives in orlando. its really weird to think that while im livin and enjoyin my life, meanwhile, my aunt is ( Read more... )

99X MAS BALL TOMORROW!!!!
its gonna be all kinds of crazy!

yea so im all packed and im waiting for the fam to finish packing cuz we're going to tampa until friday for thanksgiving to visit my cousins, etc. i'll have my cell phone tho so u can call it if u wanna talk...i want to get alot of text messages while im gone!! even tho its only 2 days i want to be able to talk to all of u lol. well i think im ( Read more... )

this ones gonna be short ( Read more... )

i changed my icon.....it used to say "dont be afraid" but i figured i should practice what i preach and if i cant, then i should stop preaching....my point is that i am afraid. im afraid of being alone and now that i am i dont kno what to do. im sick and tired of battling to make someone love me. i just cant get myelf outta this slump that ive been ( Read more... )

im so confused. the person that meant the most to me.....omg i just cant believe that hes gone. i cant stop crying....i honestly cant. i want so badly to be back with him and its killing me, as much as ive tried to hide it....it really is. i just dont kno what i did wrong or what i could have changed. all i kno is that i wish i had done something ( Read more... )

How You Are In Love
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hmm so how about i definately feel the need to rebel and sneak out or go get drunk or uhhh...some other stuff lol. i just wanna live the life while i got the life....nothing wrong with that. anyways im chillin' my room is picked up for the cleaning lady, ive already ate dinner and had a shower, and all my homeworks done......so i think its about ( Read more... )

I havent talked to travis very much lately but this afternoon he randomly IMed me lol this was part of our convo...im 621, hes Z ( Read more... )