I totally & completely love Aaron Jacob Lerario

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I just don't know anymore, I feel like I should give up hope because all of this is going nowhere. I want this to happen to bad. I can picture it so perfectly in my head. I need this to be the one to take me away from Jesse. To be the one that is my next relationship so I don't have this old relationship hanging over my head. I'm so off everyone ( Read more... )

CC is mad sexy <3

So... This thing with Evan, it's rediculous, and it's killing me on the inside. HE drives me CRAZY. The time we spent together I felt so comfterable with him and everything was so great. I don't understand why once again, he just stops talking to me for no reason? I'll never understand him. Maybe this is just a sign that I should give up on him... ( Read more... )

So everything in that last entry... ha... so off it..

I coud care less about the whole Andrew situation anymore, and I'm not feeling so upset about Jesse either. I saw him this weekend, and I'm really lovin' the realtionship we have. Wootwoot.

Started talking to Evan again? Stupid? Yes. Do I care right now? No. Right now I'm living by 311... "Trust ( Read more... )

soo. Andrew is a dick and I found out that he was talking to this girl the whole time he was talking to me. So I asked him never to speak to me ever again. I'm giving him back his clothes and that's it. I'm done with him. stupid boy..

I feel so... blah... so off everything . I can't wait until school is over, I just wanna get this year over with. ( Read more... )

soo here's the gay butt fuck story about my disapointment...

so, as you know, his name is Andrew. and he's soo fucking awesome and amazing.. and we've been getting closer and closer and I reallllly like him.. Sunday.. about 4 days ago, i went over his house and had an amazing  time. we didn't do much but he said he was happy just being with me. So ( Read more... )

sooo... reading my other entries makes me feel dumb. it's been a while since i wrote and alot of things have changed. haha. evan? JESSE? so off that. i honestly love jesse to pieces, but it's never gonna be us again, and i'm fine with that and i am damn happy about it. I love life so much, too much to let something like that bring me down.

although ( Read more... )

so off evan. what an asshole, even though he is still adorable. oh well..

so yeah.. still stuck on jess.. what else is new. i mean, what can i say? i love him.. we were together for over a year. of course i miss him. and if it was up to me, we'd be together still. but you know how that iss.... hopefully i can see him soon, cause i want this all to ( Read more... )