so i'm thinking that i'm definitely goign to go to ECU next year. as much as i love it here.  i can't be here anymore. sometimes i just want to get away.  but i need it here at the same time. and in reality, nothing is really keeping me here.   i don't know.  

Dear Santa,

So it's December 1, 2005. My last Christmas in high school. My last Christmas while living at home. I decided to write you and tell you what I really want in my life.

For Christmas this year all I want is to be happy. Not that whole "hey I'm happy for 20 minutes" crap. I want to be happy. Genuinely happy. Inside and out. In ( Read more... )

I'm looking off in the distance beyond the Neon lights
I can see all the world tonight
all of the memories are locked away
soon someday you'll take 'em down
all of this waiting for my big parade
soon someday it's coming to town
I'm looking off in the distance beyond the Neon lights
I can see all the stars are out tonight
I'm missing all my good friends

i think myspace is getting a little bit out of control ( Read more... )

so i think i actually did a good deed today. lauren D and i were driving up to practice on 75 and we see this van pulled over right by the exit with it's hood popped and flames pouring out of the engine. pretty scary if i must say so myself. so lauren and i call 911 and of course it takes like 19 rings they finally answer and we report it. we get ( Read more... )

1. Music gets me through life.
2. I love my soccer team with everything inside of me.
3. I'm addicted to ketchup.
4. I still like Hanson.
5. I trust 7 people outside my family with my life.
6. I have a purple lava lamp.
7. I have never gotten a ticket.
8. My birthday is 420.
9. I use men's deodorant.
10. I'm still good friends with the people I was friends ( Read more... )

so we're sitting at dinner tongiht (the whole family...that's rare) and brandon gets up and he's like "watch what i taught chase to do...DOWN!" and chase gets down in the football ready position...funniest shit ever. so then he sits back down and brandon's like "so we have to go somewhere tonight for like 45 minutes and you'll find out in abotu by ( Read more... )

and it's been a while since i've gone and fucked things up just like i always do.

some people molly doe and cristina lagrasta are so fucking special

Wow, so.. Molly Doe & Cristina Lagrasta are like, the two most uhmazing people I've ever met. I wish everyone in the world were just like them because then the world would be a perfect place for everyone and everyone would be happy 27/7 like I am because I have them for best friends.