since i have nothing left here in crossville people i let a few know i was leaving and they are trying to drag me all over from washington to florida. i dunno where i may go or what i may do, i guess it is just somthing i need to do. i still have unfinished buisness in tennessee to settle up than i am gone. my friend and this model want me to come ( Read more... )

tara im not mad at you anymore i guess it just wasnt met to be i love you but we are killing each other slowly, atleast we realized it before we did get married. i guess it is time to say good bye to you and me no matter how hard it is for me and move on with my life. i wish things would have been different but you have things in your life you want ( Read more... )

where do i pick up and start over yet again my heart has been crushed by the same person. the bad part is i still love her she tries to say that im so wrong in everything i do. im about to loose my mind. she puts it off like im this bad person which noone i know agrees with. i think she is being influenced by somone else. i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

sup?
I made Don's journal all sexy.
-T

ill just leave it at that

Im doing ok alot has changed since my last time updateing. I moved to crossville with my sweety. yesterday after working all night she ask me to make her french toast and wanted to watch a movie while we ate than went to sleep and refused to wake up and eat it ntm cussed me out for doing so. oh well shit happens i guess, i still got mad and threw ( Read more... )

woke up 2:30 did 115 on the interstate to not accomplish my goal was still 10 min late its ok i hung out with am bam kim my little nigga braden and the love of my life tara. a stroll through the park + camera labled me as a camera whore. cant blame my i photograph well. than off to mile marker 10 where you roll up hill in reverse. i still say its ( Read more... )

I obviously havent updated in awhile oh well so sue me. God i love tara so much she just has these attachments that complicate things in my mind. they are cool peoples i guess but will the fucking drama ever end. I have been somewhat a dick but love makes me do stupid things. saturday i fell asleep with tara in my arms, it made me feel whole, last ( Read more... )

i havent yet been to sleep its like 12:30 am tuesday woke up saturday it was worth it because I spent all night at kims with my sweetie im hearting her. i introduced bird to kim they seem to like each other. i hate tom hees an asshole lol. i wish tara where here so i could wrap my arms around her hold her close and fade into sleep even though it ( Read more... )

any reality is an opinion you make up your own reality think for yourself and question authorities (Timothy Leary ( Read more... )