my life
I obviously havent updated in awhile oh well so sue me. God i love tara so much she just has these attachments that complicate things in my mind. they are cool peoples i guess but will the fucking drama ever end. I have been somewhat a dick but love makes me do stupid things. saturday i fell asleep with tara in my arms, it made me feel whole, last night we really had a chance to sit and speak with one another on a one on one basis i was able to learn so much more about her in one night than i have in a weeks time. i need a good job. mabe ill get one tomorrow, wouldnt that be nice. for some reason i feel compelled to go hang out with amber she seems like the only of taras friends who dont have a life like movie youd see on late night wemens television my in 3 wks time you could film the bullshit wars trillogy. mabe they will one day grow up like when they turn 30 or somthin. this is random but i bet if i went to jail id find all my friends there everyday i hear someone went to jail. i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you tara always remember that through thick and thin my love wont change (even if my attitude does ;)) well i gtg