The Hard Rock job didn't happen, but I'm still a'searching! Filling out applications has to be the most boring, depressing thing on earth. With the possible exception of selling coffins. Hey! Maybe I could sell coffins :D ( Read more... )

So my life seems to have been moving at a million miles a minute for the past month or so. New and beautiful relationships have spawned, I'm looking good for a job that'll change things a lot, and a host of good things are always happening. Zwick is my boyfriend :] He's so chill and cute, geeky and confused, earnest and dramaless..... it's pure ( Read more... )

I suppose I lost a Protector today. I get it, it was my fault and I feel terrible about it. I'm not very good at being protected. I don't feel bad about taking the risk and having an amazing time, but the fact that I hurt him in any way makes me feel sick. I really miss him, and I hope he'll still be my friend despite this.

 Vampire: The Masquerade played a huge role in my weekend. Before this, I didn't really know Cyalus and Athena all that well, only that they were very sweet and that bkf trusted them. Needless to say, I know them a lot better and definitely plan on going back to hang out, they really are lovely ( Read more... )

 She's finally feeling a bit better. Jessica had our doctor-neighbor over to check her out and he sent her straight to the hospital. So I'm just chilling with her, watching movies and whatnot. I bet she thinks she's going to work on Tuesday. If she's still feeling the least bit icky, she'll have to fight through both Jess and I.

 I'm always trying to get a peek at the cause of my behaviors, my desires, my fears. They're just easier to deal with once I've dealt with the source, no matter how ludicrous or painful. That being said, I've made a rather large leap this morning. Not a decision or path of travel, just a better look at who I am, at why I'm so terrified of people ( Read more... )

 My back hurts and my extremities feel a bit tingly. Methinks my spine is misbehaving. In need of tall(er than me) person with some notion of chiropractics ( Read more... )

 Sometimes it behooves me to slow down, stop living so much of my life in my head. It can be fun there, but after a certain point it just gets scary and lonely.  Today, the carefree exploring in Port Townsend, the gorgeous drive to Anacortes........ It was as though The Mother of All was smiling right at me, if my makeup wouldn't of blinded me ( Read more... )

 I'm a fairly lazy person. To be fair I don't generally have much energy to work with, but often I don't use it at all. That being said, not doing anything doesn't really bother me too much. Save in the creation of art. There I am both driven and energetic  (when I have the inspiration, which is fickle at best). I want to do something I can be ( Read more... )

 Today has been a good day ( Read more... )