ok so i have so much stuff on my mind that i don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

I REALLY CAN'T WAIT UNTIL GRADUATION. CAUSE AFTERWARDS I THINK I'M JUST GOING TO PACK UP AND LEAVE. JUST GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE. I AM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING YOU THAT THEY CARE ABOUT YOU AND THAT THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING...AND THEN WHEN YOU NEED THEM THE MOST THEY AREN'T THERE AND THEY TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT... ( Read more... )

so prom was last nite. i can't believe it's over. i'm kinda starting to get sad because my senior year is almost over. anyways, prom was kinda fun my date sucked a little. he was all over me. when we were dancin we would start kissin on me and i was like back the fuck off of me. it was making me so mad that i started faking a headache so that ( Read more... )

Ok so someone keeps calling me about one of their movies that i don't have. i guess they will find any reason to talk to me. when i don't answer my phone because i don't want to talk to them they tell me that i need to grow up and stop acting like i'm 12. i'm sorry sweet heart but i'm more mature than you are. they also say that i'm not ( Read more... )

SO I HAVE LIKE 10 DAYS LEFT IN SCHOOL. I SO HAPPY BUT SAD AT THE SAME TIME. I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR SO LONG AND NOW THAT IT IS HERE I'M REALLY NOT READY. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO. I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO JOIN THE MILITARY BUT NOW THAT IT IS TIME FOR ME TO DO EVERYTHING I'M NOT SURE IF I WANT TO. IT'S LIKE I WANT TO SO ( Read more... )

so there are like 16 days left of school. and i really can't wait. i have decided that i am going to join the air force. but i want to wait until after my sisters wedding because i don't want to take the chance of not being able to come home for it. there's no reason for me to stay here anymore. yeah i have my family but they support me in my ( Read more... )

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house ( Read more... )

so people say that their your best friend and all but then they can go a lie to you about everything that they do. and just because i said something that i shouldn't have i'm a horrible person. but what the fuck ever ( Read more... )

life really sucks right now. i feel like crap. i wish i would die. every time i eat i can't keep it down. it's like i have to throw it up. and whenever i feel like i have to then i do. it's almost to the point where i don't want to eat because i know that i won't be able to keep it down. i' going to the doctors tomorrow. hopefully they can ( Read more... )

ok so life right now sucks. these past couple of days i haven't felt to well. saturday night i went to the hospital. i found out that i have phase one of diabetes. it's where i have to have sugar in my body. which sucks because i never really eat that much sugar. i was over at patricks last night and i got sick. i wanted to go home so bad. ( Read more... )