i'm just so over dudes. i think i might start dating the same sex, all guys act the same age no matter how old they are.

oddly enough i feel like i am losing of all things myself. i was going through pictures of myself (vain? maybe) but i realized that i have lost all my personality all my flair. my clothes and everything about me have become so ordinary and that's never been me. its weird to think that my clothes and hair are what's making me realize these things, ( Read more... )

It's pretty cold here, but despite the weather i have been having a pretty good time. it "flurried" when i first got here! i have never seen snow falling from the sky, it was amazing. Since then its really only been rainy. on monday we went to the aquarium, we saw some pretty cool fish, a lizard that swam in water and THE CUTEST MONKEY I HAVE EVER ( Read more... )

i am having a really hard time breathing for some reason ( Read more... )

and it just started. i woke up 45 minutes ago and i'm already crying. nothing big has happened i just realized i miss certain people that i demolished a friendship with, and i am most likely ruining a new friendship at the sametime. i hate that just about every guy sees me as one of the guys. i talk like a guy, i eat like a guy, sometimes i even ( Read more... )

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THIS IS MY TATTOO I HAVE HAD IT FOR ABOUT TWO MONTHS NOW:

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I am getting a tattoo soon but i can't decide on what i want! help please!!!
Something like this from shoulder to shoulder on my back:

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I can't handle my current situations in life. I don't feel like I can trust anyone right now. I am always feeling like I am left behind, and I hate it. No one seems to understand what I am feeling right now. I have no idea what I should do right now. I want something to go right for once. My relationship with Steve is falling apart and I want it to ( Read more... )

I haven't been single in a year and eight months and i still don't want to be. Steve and I are on a "break" he thinks it will be good for our relationship and we need to work things out seperatly and if we are meant to be together we will be in the future, but personally i think thats a load of bullshit. That's what you tell people when you don't ( Read more... )