one of the worst days of my life.
and it just started. i woke up 45 minutes ago and i'm already crying. nothing big has happened i just realized i miss certain people that i demolished a friendship with, and i am most likely ruining a new friendship at the sametime. i hate that just about every guy sees me as one of the guys. i talk like a guy, i eat like a guy, sometimes i even smell like a guy. and when i try to be girly i just come off awkward or super shy. fuck fuck shit fuck