i'm submerging again. i question its necessity.

i'm romanticizing again. because it is absolutely essential.

i am ( Read more... )

i had literally, the worst nightmare i have ever had in my life last weekend. i woke up gasping and sobbing. my demons took the shape of a person. persons. persons who have nothing to do with my intangible demons. it was a warning ( Read more... )

i am an exercise in crazy lately.

and i realized today, that i really need school and academic pursuits. they keep my brain alive in crucial ways. i deteriorate without you, durrrr.

two beers. seriously?

i had not realized how long it had been that i expressed love to someone for the first time, not drunk and aurally.

i did this last night, erupted into shakes and then a sick feeling.
once you admit your love aloud, everyone knows what you stand to lose.

i don't want to fuck this up.

what i used to be will pass away and then you'll see,
that all i want now is happiness for you and me

this is going to get much worse
before it gets
even slightly
better.
i dont know how ready i am
i could never ask anyone else
for preparedness.

i spit in your face, twice. and near swallowed one of your earrings ( Read more... )

if i bite down on the thermometer glass. how long until i've bored you. you wouldnt tell such dirty secrets when they occurred. i dreamed about killin u again last night.
it felt alright
to
me.

i did dream of keele before it came to me. and what do i dream of now.

you snuck into the chapel to catch me singing. where has my home vaporized to.

when i see you, i get hungry.

is it the one, or is it that one ( Read more... )