Hi!

That's what lj told me. I wonder if you could say the same about most of my friends: "last updated [on your life] 22 weeks ago." (or longer!) How many months is that? Too many. Well, let's see, in the last 22 weeks I have: had a boyfriend, not had a boyfriend, had a boyfriend, not had a boyfriend. Been really mean to a few guys. Studied my bum off ( Read more... )

I just wanna get by, I don't want nothin' to hurt me...

SO I thought I was gonna die last week, I was so stressed. Now, the week before finals, I feel great. Seems a little backwards to me. Not to say that I don't have a bunch going on still, but it's do-able. And I'll be home in a week and 3 days! Christmas Christmas Christmas Christmas Christmas is coming soooooooooooonnnnnnn!

School is insane right now. The thing is: it never gets easier. School is always hard, and demanding, and there is always a lot to do. So I might as well get used to it and have fun even when it feels impossible (I have trouble with that). And after I am done going to school, I have to do all the things that life requires, so all the stress STILL ( Read more... )

I might just punch winter in the face. While I was walking to dance class this morning, I looked toward the mountains, and saw SNOW at the top of them! Winter? No, thank you, I am not done with fall yet! Geez! Well anyway the snow had melted by this afternoon, but still. I don't want to be cold yet! I guess I really need some work on my physical ( Read more... )

It's funny-- my family is highly dysfunctional. Although recently, people have been telling me that abnormal families are normal (ha, go figure). But tonight, both my brothers and their wives were at our house for dinner, and talking and laughing with them just made me feel so whole. (I mean, I didn't feel empty before, but there was a fuller sense ( Read more... )

I have this problem. I'm too afraid to let guys know when I like them, partly because I don't want to end up doing something stupid, partly because I'm embarrassed, and partly because I just don't know how to do it. I actually often pretend that I DON'T like them just so they won't know that I do, but all the while hoping somehow they will know. ( Read more... )

You will pass a difficult test that will make you happier ( Read more... )

Well I was putting away the clean dishes from the dishwasher this morning and my mom came in from the deck and asked me for a hug. She held me close, kissed my forehead, and then I pulled away and looked at her and saw tears in her eyes and she said, "Sometimes I just realize I love you so much I cry. I must be getting old, huh." I said, "No, it's ( Read more... )