I KNOW I KNOW no one has to tell me i havent updataed in a long ass time!!! lol but i have a life or do i ?!? well lets see i havent been really doing much just been going to school in shit i have to do really good this year..... but other then that nothing really new is going on just meeting new people and making friends bc that like the only ( Read more... )

I HAVE TO GO TO SUMMER SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok now that big thing going on in my life is where the HELL am I going to live!!!!!! and i picked one......... on the long way home from the vally i made up my mind. i was sitting there with my brother,dad, and step mom, and i just wanted to fucking kill both of them and thats not a good feeling to have for no reason!!i remember just looking at ( Read more... )

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well i havent updataed in a long while......umm as of right now life is "ok" today is prom and my data is mad at me "lol" well i just hope he doesnt stand me up but i have my ticket so fuck him if he does!! i miss my fucking BEMSTERS!!! well right now lauren is sleeping and i happen to be wide wake. dont you hate when that happens? i really dont ( Read more... )

life is good life is great!!! I so cant wait for tomorrow I get to get drunk!!! "score" lauren, arron,sarah and myself are going to 6 street just to walk around and stuff. then we are coming back to my house to get fucked up!! they get to spend the night "good times" i'm a happy camper. tomorrow is the last day of the taks class they put my in so ( Read more... )

hey hey well sorry i havent wrote in a while!! well lets see how is life ummmmmmmm...... i would say its going pretty good!!! i got my prom dress its fucking "hot" i love it !! i put a pic of it later. lets see how is the love life hahaha its pretty gay this guy (no names) is in love with me it kinda freaks me out but over all he is a sweet guy i'm ( Read more... )

OHHHHH HELL!!!! i made it!!! oh yes yes i did!!!! i came home with a little blue star!!! "score" i made JV so i'm a happy camper!!!!! thanks everyone that wished me luck!!!! i love you all!!! but i love jamelyn the MOST!!!!hehehe.:kisses: its fucking party time!!!! "what what"!!!! jamelyn we have to PARTY my love!!!

try-outs are coming up!!! this friday i got the dance down ok,its really fast but over all i think i will do good. if i dont make it its ok i'm going to akins next year anyways so yeah!! well wish me luck guys i really need it!!! i love you bem!!!!!!!

right now i'm not a happy camper i feel really sad well not so sad but i feel disgusted i look at myself i see nothing but this girl i dont know what the hell i see. i see nothing but confusion. who is this girl looking back at me? if i only knew how i could change her. its not so much that i dont like this girl i see it just i know that she can ( Read more... )