i think it would be ok to die right now then to go through what is about to happen...

how would i know. would i even know it ( Read more... )

how do words change everything ( Read more... )

fuck all of this fuck it all. you will never know what this feels like ( Read more... )

It's hard to be the better man ( Read more... )

i dont think it's ok to be treated this way...
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i am an idiot

iwanttobehappy

what does that mean...thankfulness...i'm not full of any thanks. thanks for what?
the 40 a week i spend just to cry? or the long nights i sit here waiting...waiting for what?

there is silence. i talk but in my head you hear me sometimes, or at least i think you do by the way you look at me after.

you're suppossed to know these things by now ( Read more... )

where to begin, where to question, how to react. sometimes i just can't take things at once i need time to sit on it and think before i speak, i need to figure my things out first before i deal with other things including other peoples feelings. i am too concerned about hurting other peoples' feelings but sometimes i just need to take time out for ( Read more... )