digging for bones in an empty graveyard
how do words change everything
why are numbers alawys right
my throat wants to stop
it can't there is an internal struggle that i have no control over
why do i answer my phone i dont want to hear them
i need to find a cliff to throw it off
or my self...
i feel soo much older im 24 and wake up in fuckin hell.
im writing a novella series. its fucking crazy.
as soon as i'm invisible
when i finish hollowing the rest of my heart out
when i can stop shaking
when i can stop throwing up when i think about what this is
when i can look someone in the eyes and believe them
then i think i will be fine. i just want the pain to stop seeping out
it's manifested into a monster, but also a sad little girl that is dying inside.
why are numbers alawys right
my throat wants to stop
it can't there is an internal struggle that i have no control over
why do i answer my phone i dont want to hear them
i need to find a cliff to throw it off
or my self...
i feel soo much older im 24 and wake up in fuckin hell.
im writing a novella series. its fucking crazy.
as soon as i'm invisible
when i finish hollowing the rest of my heart out
when i can stop shaking
when i can stop throwing up when i think about what this is
when i can look someone in the eyes and believe them
then i think i will be fine. i just want the pain to stop seeping out
it's manifested into a monster, but also a sad little girl that is dying inside.